"now let me tell you about the good life, i have a million different kinds of fun. when im asleep and in a dream that i'm your only one. can we create something beautiful, and destroy it? nobody knows i dream about it, this is my imagination."
Dear World,
i feel like an elephant has just sat down on my chest. and i keep trying to push it off...but with no luck of it moving. Why are people so mean? I'm sorry that im honest with everyone....that's how i am. i don't lie to people. I'm sorry you don't like me. it's your loss i guess....i'm not mean....im only mean when im defending myself from getting hurt. i can't get hurt again. you don't know what that would do to me...may possibly be the end of me.
someone telling me i need to go to the hospital...bugs me. ive been to hospitals..okay! im not physcho...im very much sane. i dont understand where that even came from. but it's okay i'll be okay....im not gonna let anyone bother me...especially not right now...
but who knew that honesty would get you hated....i was just trying to be a good friend and help someone...but it's okay. i forgive you. and i hope you forgive me for being honest with you and it upsetting you..im sorry.
Today has just not been my kind of day...
-Sierra
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